If I could cry I would; but I promised myself I wouldn't
I promised myself that I'd look at you
and only see you as a friend
I willed myself; but then you came over and asked
me to listen to you, asked me to care again
As if I ever stopped; you hurt me too much.
My brain freeze frames on the worst picture
the one of you
and of her.
She only ever really had eyes for you.
It's stuck in my memory. It doesn't move
It won't relent.
I look up into the face that I once trusted
Into the eyes that once seemed so loyal
At your mouth, that once covered mine
That covered hers
And I turn to stone, I will not cry anymore
So I plaster on a smile and I leave
just like that
Can you see me? I'm walking,
going through the doors that were our beginning
and are now our end
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