You make me smile ...

'I can't ever feel this happy again it's impossible' I think
And then in your usual style you surprise me and I smile just that little bit more.
It's like you know me in and out and although in my own little naive way I know so little about you, I trust you wholly, not knowing doesn't frighten me like it normally does; in fact comparing this to normality is stupidity because this is so surreal, so un-natural so right. I don't feel the usual scared, obnoxious, unconfident feelings as before. You literally make me feel, you don't ask for anything I can't give and you don't expect me to change. You are the only person I know, who knows my feelings before I do. We have our own little glances, the ones that tell us exactly what we need to know and our own little jokes and our own minds, we are individuals, even when we are so close we may as well be one person.

You know me and the moment I realise this my blood is rushing and my heart is pounding in my chest. It's that glance when we meet each other's eyes and we know just for an instant that this is right. Those eyes that hold me captivated, like no precious treasure could, tell me so much about you. We are so connected we finish each other's sentences. I can ring you and just by my tone you know I need you. It's almost too difficult to leave you and pretend that every other moment of the day I want to be with other people. To dwell in languid silence with you is enough to fill my day with pure delight.

You mesmerise me........

did you notice?? I saw the glimmer
the one that shone like a million stars
the plain recognition it illuminated your eyes
there are no constraining bars
with you there are no illusions and lies
you smiled knowingly at me, we fell, just like that
no darkness just light
bathed in golden light, we fell and then I realised.......

I'm mesmerised
I wonder whether you realise??
All I ever need to know is there's never pain and there's never lies
when I'm looking into your beautiful eyes